i just ate a pear

so who cares right?
well, i'm very happy about it, because it's the first pear i've eaten since i can't remember when (not counting the canned fruit that i've had). fresh, juicy pear, so good! thank the Lord i can eat fresh pear now, sounds silly, but it's a step forward...

anyways, i have good news to report! so i was talking about faith in my last post (well, it seems i've been talking about faith a lot, because i'm finding that i don't have as much as i thought i had or would like to have), and how much power God gives us through Jesus in prayer. so for the longest time i had been praying that God would heal those little oozing, bleeding before the end of april, and as i saw the days of april pass, and i still black stool (yes, we're back to poo), i was loosing faith, but like i said, reading John encouraged me again, and i told myself "have faith Sarah, God is faithful, and true to His word" so i prayed and tried my hardest to believe (which is hard for me, because i'm such an evidence person, like Thomas, if i see it i can believe it, but to walk by faith and not by sight is hard). so yesterday and today i've had NORMAL POOP, in case you want a description (haha) that means it's nice and brown/yellowish, aka not black (black stool is a sign of bleeding). YAY! if this continues (which it will, because God is the ultimate Healer), and my GI bleeding completely stops i can start eating real food! (like a pear)

anyways PRAISE THE LORD, like always :)

i've also been getting more and more days off from going to clinic, technically. some of the iv stuff that i'm taking, if i have good digestion, i'll be taking them in pill form soon. i hate pills, but anyways, i'm on the road to being completely healed! praise the Lord!

i'm going to try to update more often these days, or at least when i'm feeling well. til next time, ciao!
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