so basically i'm here bored to death. i mean i have a lot of things to do actually, i just dont have the interest in doing anything. i feel kinda lost, kinda pointless. like directionless. i donno, it feels awful...
but to update. the night i wrote my last entry, i had a skin rash from the tape they were using on me, and that was very uncomfy, but better now. i had a bit of nausea and vomiting from my first dose of chemo yesterday morning.
anyways i am not writing much because i just don't feel very up to it at all right now.
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May your organs stay strong over all these treatment, may peace and joy from God be with you always! Will be out of country for 3 weeks. Hope you will be out of hospital healthy by the time I come back.
ReplyDeleteMerry Christmas and Happy New Year!
Hi, Sarah
ReplyDeleteThis is the 1st time that I read your blog. I just got the blog web from RCCC e-mail.
Your writing is very vivid and true which very touches me. You are naturally a writer. Keep your good work.
From your writing, you have explained what happened and what will happen to you in a very easy understanding tone to overcome the difficult medical terms. I feel you will be a strong God’s witness for those who are going (or will go) through the same path as you do (and your families do). Please never give up the hope and prayer. What you can do is more than what you thought and expected if you let the Holy Spirit becomes your guidance.
You are in my prayer. Never give up on yourself because God never gives up on you.
God bless,
Jean (from RCCC)
Footprints in the Sand
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed
he was walking along the beach with the LORD.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene he noticed two sets of
footprints in the sand: one belonging
to him, and the other to the LORD.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of
his life there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the very
lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he
questioned the LORD about it:
"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow
you, you'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most
troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when
I needed you most you would leave me."
The LORD replied:
"My son, my precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."
written by Carolyn Joyce Carty
Hi Sarah, I am very glad to talk with you through this way. You don't know me but I know you. I know you from your blog and your dad. I know you are a very brave and strong-willed girl. I know you are a pretty girl like playing video games. I know you are a good daughter of your parents because you love each other so much! I admire your optimism.
ReplyDeleteOh..sorry..I forget introduce myself..I am Sai and a little bit older than you. I just came to U.S 1 year ago. You know what, last week I met your dad first time and I noticed your dad and me were in the same college in China any years ago! But we were in the different department. Your dad was the teacher for college students, and I was the pupil in the elemantary school attached to the college. Anyway..I think it is an arrangement from God. Wonderful,isn't it? ^0^ I just begin to learn and know about God and Bible, but I can feel HE always stay with us. So don't be afraid, don't lose hope. You are not fighting alone! I will pray for you although I still don't know how to.Wooo....I write a lot too...I seldom write in English, hope you could understand.:-) At last, I hope you will recover and we can meet soon.
God blessing
Sai